| Monday, August 08, 2005 |
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aah.. okok.. i shall stop bloggin tt wae.. i'll make it longer in a wae.. hehez... haiiz.. sec4 le.. Os coming.. i promised myself tt come term 3 i wld start studyin.. now.. already wk 6 of term 3 lorz... n i have i started studyin? obviously not.. it's not that i dun wan to.. its just.. i like kinda dun have d energy to study.. reach home le den very tired.. wan slp.. so dint study.. sighs... i need to get rid of e sLacker in me!! at least til after my Os.. hee.. come to think about it.. i tink i rmbr ms teo say that our last day of official sec 4 ends on d last day of this term.. OH NO!!!!! after that is prelims.. then study break.. =X and chi results out this fri.. according to my dear cin.. [ gal im not suan-in u.. serious! u're muah ddeeeeeaaarrrrrr cuzzzzzzzzz.. why wld i wana suan muah deaaaaar cuz???? ] hahahaha.. =P just had a long conversation with my parents on what i wana do after Os.. they say they will support whatever i do but frankly.. im not that sure myself.. what do i want to do? i keep tellin people that i wana go poly.. but im not sure about jc.. 12 options.. do what u love.. sighs.. it seems so hard.. i duno how to say this but i guess the word that describes it best is im scared.. it's like i wan my Os to b over so i dun have to keep worryin.. but im so freakin scared of my results n where i'll end up.. oh gosh.. im soo confused.. sighs.. thinking of going mass comm in np.. but its not only very far.. it's i duno if i'll have the.. interest.. to pursue writing as a career.. yarh.. im scared that if i study mass comm i'll perform horribly as compared to the others.. should i go jc then? but i think jc's crap.. unless u duno what u wana do tt is.. or unless u absolutely have to go den go... sighs.. think im confusing myself further.. and my parents want me to get a good ed [whose parents dun?] so tt i can command a gd salary etc.. how wld i meet their expectations? then again maybe just now's talk helped to convince them... sighs.. o yarh.. and i wan to work part time durin poly.. i noe it's not advisable.. but i dun want to add to my family's burden.. poly ed is seriously ex.. n is our parents pay thru their cpf.. shouldnt use their retirement cash to pay for our ed.. its juz not fair.. of course.. not to mention that i wan cash to buy stuff.. wonder why nowadays ppl are so materialistic? hmmm.. im guilty of that.. hehe.. aniwz.. 'nuff said.. i need to go sleep.. damn tired.. tmr still have parade... =X nitez nitez.. takkaire.. `` rOx``
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