| Tuesday, September 06, 2005 |
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okay.. i shall go study later after i'm done and bathed.. actually is not really study.. more of practice a math.. what to do? if i dont want my tuition teacher to increase the frequency of my tuitions i'd better get that a2 he wants.. sighs.. i dont think it'll be THAT easy.. cos i'm very careless.. but i shall try my best anyway.. been neglecting my other subjects in favour of a and e maths.. that's bad.. right? i dont know larhs.. everytime i study humanities i fall asleep.. or it doesnt get in.. physics too.. hmmm.. must find a way to stop sleeping.. today's physics practical was.. erm.. oOk.. as in it wasnt horribly done.. but neither was it very well done.. wonder if i'll still pass? the lens that experiment i wasnt really sure how to do.. anyway we finished practical at 9.3o.. quarantine until 2pm.. what did i do with the 4 1/2 hrs? listen to my mp3 and play bridge.. and big two.. and murderer.. oh gosh murderer was like.. o.O why? cos play with y^3.. haha.. waited with mich for shan rui until 3.3opm.. was growing so hungry and nauseous and giddy.. (think cos too hungry? didnt eat since lunch yesterday) wanted go sakae sushi.. hehez.. but mich only had 4+.. so too bad for me.. i decided on jack's place though.. student meal's only 6.5o.. + gst + service charge = 7.5o approximately.. each person.. we took like one hour ++ to eat? o.O we were talking.. and talking.. and talking.. xi wen too bad your dad fetched you home.. you'd have liked the dessert.. =D after that we were so full we started walking around tampines mall and century square.. and talking at the same time of course.. hehez.. mich suggested sitting down and talking but i was seriously too full to sit.. hahaha.. so we walked.. and talked.. until about 6+, 7? then we went back.. sorry mich make you accompany me for so long.. hee.. it's just that i didnt want to go home.. even though i felt very tired and sleepy.. i guess i just didnt want to face an empty house.. i wanted to go somewhere but couldnt think of anywhere to go.. sighs.. anyway they're on the way back already.. yay! mich.. you think one of the reasons why we talked for so long was cos of joel? in some way or other.. i think that's one of the reasons.. correct me if i'm wrong.. but i think that whatever happened with joel so long ago sorta caused a strain in our friendship.. i guess.. it's like we were both afraid to really open up to each other say what happened or what we felt for fear of hurting the other person.. or maybe it was more of you were afraid to say cos you were scared that i still liked him or something? or maybe you just didnt want to think of the past.. i dont know.. that's for you to figure out.. not me.. haha.. now that things are finally cleared up - ok.. maybe not THAT clear.. but still.. *shrugs* - between all of us i guess we are getting closer again.. i mean sharing stuff about a certain someone is bound to draw people closer right? hahahaha.. i'm so mean.. but then again.. i wonder how much time we'll have left before we break up our trio and go our separate ways.. i'm no idealist or dreamer.. i know that we 9o% wont end up in the same course in the same junior college or polytechnic.. since we all want to pursue different things.. which means that we would still be close friends i guess.. but not that close since we wont see each other every day for about 7 or more hours anymore.. that sounds really sucky.. =X i guess i'm feeling very uncertain about my future right now.. cant imagine school life without you guys.. (i meant gals. =P) i cant imagine anything past my Os.. sighs.. primary 6 was different.. cos you could say that in primary school i didnt have any real best friends or even friends - unlike secondary school - who lasted more than half a year.. it seemed like at one point or another i was best friends with everyone.. i wasnt exactly a loner.. just a friend-hopper? ha.. i guess cos things changed.. people changed.. and perhaps i was a little too slow to change along with them.. sighs.. i sound so gloomy! cant help it.. it's just how i'm feeling now i guess.. i'll be better in a while.. yeah.. hmmmm.. some good news.. my l1r5 for last term improved! as compared to my mid year results larhz.. hehez.. from 21 to 16 lehs.. a math - e8 combined humanities - c5 chemistry - b3 chinese language - a2 english - a1 english literature - b3 e math - a2 physics - c5 total : 16 okay.. i need to pass a math! and improve the b3s to a2s, c5s to b3s, a2s to a1s.. and of course maintain my a1 for english.. for prelims.. i know i can do it.. (except maybe for physics) and i shall try.. not to sleep but to study.. haha..
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