| Friday, October 21, 2005 |
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go away.. before i hurt you with my words. go away.. i don't need your care and concern. i don't want to push you away.. i really don't. i want you right here by me.. comforting me, loving me.... somehow.. i don't think that will ever happen.. i'm not the one you love and i never will be.. i'm sorry if i hurt you.. i'm sorry for the words i said. i'm sorry this is the way it turned out to be but i don't have any other ways. would you blame me if i said i just don't want you to see me like this? go away.. please.. just go.. before my tears start to fall.. **crap. i'm writing crap. i don't know what i'm writing. i don't wana think. i don't wana do anything i guess. i just wana sleep. my eyes hurt. i guess i know why now.. cos i'm trying not to cry so all the tears are stuck behind my eyelids and it all hurts so much. actually.. i'm trying to cry but the tears just won't come out. what the heck?!! damn. keeping it all in hurts my eyes a lot.. tomorrow's the graduation ceremony.. i can't go to school with red eyes! crap. ignore me.**
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Past the point of no return - no backward glances: the games we've played till now are at an end. Past all thought of "if" or "when" - no use resisting: abandon thought, and let the dream descend . . . |
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| I am an eighteen-year-old student currently attending Republic Polytechnic. I enjoy reading, writing, chilling, intelligence, and sarcasm. My goals in life include being a professional slacker, wasting as much of my time, life and intelligence away, sleeping a minimum of 12 hours everyday, being a successful bum, and maybe, possibly, someone you could bring home to meet mom with. |
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