| Monday, November 21, 2005 |
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okay. first things first. i finally bought my dress yesterday. at suntec's daniel yam outlet. yeah. interesting thing is that when i went shopping today (yes i went town AGAIN), i happened to pass by the daniel yam boutiques in wisma atria and heeren and knowing me, i couldn't resist going in to show jaz and xw the dress i bought.. well. guess what? I COULDN'T FIND MY DRESS. i don't know if i should feel pleased that it's apparantly selling so well (cos it means i have great taste) or if i should feel irritated cos that means the chances of others wearing the same dress as me is soo much higher. but even so, i'm 7o% sure no one is gona wear the same colour as me - purple. ;) yarh yarh yarh. i bought a purple dress. i'm getting obsessed with that colour sia. but at least it's quite nice. the dress i mean. ahahaha. i didn't wana wear black. or white. i've never liked going with the flow. even when the flow looks so damn nice (such as sash belts, stud belts, etc etc. in this case i mean wearing black for prom.) yucks. imagine lah. if i really wear BLACK, i'll end up looking like just another face in the crowd. cos 7o% of people who go to prom wear black. =X man. they sure don't dare to break out of what is deemed "safe". i wana stand out. or at least stand out without looking toooo conspicuous. yeah. haha. oh and i spent 1/2 hour today looking for something to wear. as in shoes/sandals/slippers/whatever. yeah. found a nice one. but it was 43 bucks. oh well. minor problem though. size 37 too small (my toes were seriously squashed) and 38 was.. well.. too roomy. yeah. the colour was purple though.. so kinda matched my dress y'noe.. but i didn't buy it in the end. can't find the right size lahs.. anyway.. we went to charles and keith and i found the perfect one. perfect as in i really really liked the design.. and it wasn't that expensive. 33 bucks.. hmmm. and it looked damn classy. and nice! hey. i do have nice taste okay. ^^ but the MAJOR problem was that nowhere seemed to stock the black pair of size 38 of that particular design. and my ma nearly did not let me buy (cos she said it's too ex. it is? o.O) thank god jaz reminded me that i haven't bought my present (which means that i can buy that shoes! as my present of course. hehehe.). smart right. my ma couldn't say no.. cos it was a PRESENT after all. LOL. yeah. made the poor guy call all the outlets in town just so i could rush down there and pick it up. lol. yeah. man. i was sooo lucky. of the SIX outlets he called, ONLY novena still stocked it. haha. yeah. so poor me had to rush all the way to novena square from plaza singapura at nine pm in the night just so i could buy my present. just in case it went outta stock mah.. haha! jaz brought her cuz go home first so xi wen accompanied me go.. hehe. oh and did i mention that the sandals i bought were something reminiscent of stiletto heels? but the slightly thicker version. poor me. hope i don't fall next monday. well. i'm sooo happy i managed to buy SOMETHING today. man. y'noe.. after all the plans to go shopping (and bringing all the cash), but not finding anything worth buying, you will end up feeling VERY depressed. like you've completely wasted your entire day. yupp. that was how jaz and i felt today.. until i bought my shoes that is. haha. jaz buying her shoes with her ma tomorrow.. so technically she didn't exactly accomplish nothing. hahaha. oh and i didn't spend that much today.. less than 2o bucks, considering that my shoes was a present, and dinner was inclusive of complimentary pizzas thanks to jaz's aunt. hahaha. save money what.. hee. yupp. wanted buy a bag actually (again. yeah. cos my current bag's kinda HUGE. want one that can just fit in wallet, mp3, hp and a book. ;)). and new wallet (sighs. so many have told me to change wallet already.). and clothes. yes clothes. cos i gave away nearly 2/3 of my clothes. couldn't wear them and hardly wore them. saw no reason to chuck them off once and for all. yeah. but bag didn't see any really nice small ones. wallet all very boring designs. clothes nothing that appealed to me. today happened to chance upon my diary.. my sec 1 diary. was reading it.. cos very bored.. and i realized that at that time, i was.. thinking at the very least.. like a total bimbo. can't stand it man. i feel so.. embarrassed of myself. last time. memories that i've managed to bury found their way to the surface again. oh well. a visitation from the past. JUST what i need. -.-" y'noe.. i haven't contacted samuel since.. end of sec 1.. and according to my diary, he was my kor. he was? hmmm. i had no idea. i mean i've totally forgotten about it. secondary one wasn't exactly the year which i cared to remember the most about. partly cos of the thomas episode.. (sighs. i wonder if i will ever get to meet thomas i.r.l. - in real life -.) followed by the yong sheng episode. (yes chris, i agree that you were so "good" back then. blond hair, long black shirts and jeans. man. what were you thinking?!! well at least now you've changed so much i nearly couldn't recognize you. your american accent for one. and the reddish brown hair. hah.) on hindsight, i agree that i've grown a lot, comparing myself now with myself then.. oh well.. at least i've learnt something important today. don't go digging up memories which are buried cos there MUST be certain good reasons why they are buried in the first place.
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