| Friday, November 04, 2005 |
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sighs. i can't believe i'm still awake.. slept at 6am.. was on the phone with annsley.. hahaha.. talking crap larhs.. talked about lots of stuff.. maybe cos we haven't really chatted on the phone for a very long time so one shot chatted for 4++ hours.. yeah. and i had to wake up at 1o+ for tuition.. really tired now.. but downloading song from fred.. so no choice gotta wait til it's done then can go sleep.. zzzzz.. spent the whole day "studying" today.. i'm serious! 11 - 1 tuition.. then study from 2.3o - 8.3o.. man.. was it really that long? felt so short.. wonder how much actually got in.. not that i was slacking or chatting or what.. i was kinda quiet.. cos i was very tired.. and super sleepy.. finally got the hang of kinematics.. and relative velocity (i hope. diagram's still kinda sucky and all that tho.. sighs.).. wonder how well will i do for a math? =X thanks for coaching me a math.. HOPEFULLY i will remember.. and i'm too tired to be sarcastic. heh. when i'm tired i tend to be either very "ah. whatever." or very "what lah?!" or i'll just give you that look. the one that's like super sarcastic.. and i think i've kinda lost all my aikido skills! ok. not ALL. most. crap crap crap crap CRAP!! looks like syed's got his wish man. okay. when it comes to syed there's no such thing as wish. it's more like an order. yeah. else he'll whack me when his belt or hagama again. or knock my head. or shoulder. man. pain. sighs. but what to do? make your sensei angry and see if he'll throw you.. (which in syed's case it's a 1oo% definite YES.) but he's cool. yeah. i think confusion is my current usual state of mind. can't help being so damn freaking confused! arghx. sighs.. to me, everything's a varying shade of grey.. there's no such thing as just black or white. it just has to have even the teeniest trace of the other colour. which makes it grey. i don't wana think anymore.. but i can't help remembering. crap larhs. people shouldn't say things that they don't mean.. yeah. cos all it does it make the words stay in your head and you just CANNOT make them go away! maybe you can succeed in burying them somewhere for a day.. but they're still there.. likely to resurface at anything that somehow makes you think. i'm typing nonsense.. as usual. i'm off le.. nitez. take care! =)
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Past the point of no return - no backward glances: the games we've played till now are at an end. Past all thought of "if" or "when" - no use resisting: abandon thought, and let the dream descend . . . |
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