Sunday, November 13, 2005
Your mate is DAMION. The protector of the group. He has short black hair and emerald green eyes. He is very well built. He is playful and very protective. He's a quick thinker. He can get you out of ANY uncomfortable situation as well as put you into a few pleasurable ones ^.^ He wants his girl to be sweet, strong, and artistic too. He loves art and creativity. He needs his girl to be caring and playful. Damion loves to receive complements from her. Damion is a Libra from California. He is the second youngest and second strongest in the group. He hides two massive black feathered wings under his long, floor-length coat. He has a tattoo of the sun with the symbol of his master on the right side of his neck. Damion is very gentle but a very fierce opponent. Damion's animal form is a Siberian White Tiger. Once mated with Damion, he will protect you from all danger. He will keep you in his arms and never let you fall.
yeah i'm bored.. as usual.. sighs..
i have no idea why but i just suddenly feel like i can't wait to go shanghai..
maybe it's cos now is Os so there's not a lot of people to go out with me.
heck.
everyone's going home to study..
except.. of course.. me..
me.. i'll go home and watch tv/play computer/slack/sleep/stone/whatever. (except studying of course)

found this on quizilla..
man..
i liked the way the poet wrote it..
wish i could write like that..
sighs..
She had always liked him
But never truly knew why
He never talked to her
His friends had made her cry
She smiled at him in the hall
He just turned his head
He did not care about her
Is what he always said
But she kept her chin up
And she loved him still
Because she knew what was inside
A hole that she could fill
His friends soon caught word
Of her feelings toward him
They found it hysterical
But her love did not dim
She knew that she was better
Than what they thought she was
But still her heart was his
For reasons she knew not of
She slowly became more forlorn
Slipping deep into a hole
He was still ignoring her
Breaking her delicate soul
But her love did not falter
She always thought of him
But all the rumors about her
Put her closer to the brim
On the final day
His friends played a trick
Told her that he loved her
Just to watch her tick
Sadly she believed them
And she was overjoyed
Little did she know
That it was all a ploy
She went up to him
To make sure that he knew
That she knew how he felt
And that she loved him too
He did not understand
So all he did was stare
Telling her repeatedly
That he really did not care
She was finally over the edge
She knew it could not be true
I thought they said he loved her
But deep inside she knew
She could not comprehend
How to go on living her life
So she went in to the kitchen
Pulled out the sharpest knife
She screamed into the air
This is not how it should be
She screamed all the things
That she wished that he would see
She spoke of her love
She cried of her pain
She whispered of what happened
How it could never be the same
And with her last strength
She scribbled her final note
She explained everything
And this is what she wrote:
Take the shining knife,
And cut open my wrists
Watch the blood flow out
It couldve ended with a kiss
Take the bloody knife
Write words into my skin
Tell me that you hate me
Make the pain begin
Take the knife and hold it up
So that everyone can see
That this is the pain
You were always causing me
She watched the blood pour out
Collapsing on the floor
Little did she know
That he was at the door
He did not get an answer
As he screamed her name
He told her he was sorry
What he said was really lame
He did not want to give up
He wanted her to know
That he really did like her
Just did not let it show
He did not care about his friends
They were not his anymore
So please, wont you please
Just open the damn door
He walked to the window
Saw her lying there
He pounded on the glass
Crying in despair
He broke through the glass
And knelt down on the floor
Looking at the girl
He had always adored
Desperately calling for help
She was still alive
He tried to bandage wounds
Please God let her survive
He held her so close
As the ambulance drew near
I really do love you
He whispered in her ear.
Please dont give up
I'll try to help you through
We will make it work
You know I love you too.
morale of the story? (man i'm starting to sound like kris.. =X)
if you like someone just open your big fat mouth and tell them.
(oh and speaking of kris, she just came on.. -.-" )
i love the way she just carries you through the poem..
makes you feel like you're there watching the whole thing..
maybe it's a lil' exaggerated but words are larger than life y'noe..
they always are..
great thing about this poem is that it managed to capture the emotion..
and it has a very nice rhythmn that just increases..
it's like the atmosphere of the poem is building up more and more tension in the reader..
sighs..

i really should get to my books..
right?
okay. i'll start at 1130.. hopefully i don't fall asleep before that..
just slept for 4 hours but i'm still tired..
maybe it's cos of the computer..
*yawns*
blog another time..
perhaps tomorrow..

i wonder if someone (anyone actually.. just not my mum.. i have no wish to be slaughtered.) can help me pay my library debts?
heh..
miss borrowing books and reading them..
sighs..
now i'm stuck with comics..
(not that they're horrible or anything.. on the contrary, they're quite good.. but the only problem is i still prefer reading books/novels/paperbacks/leatherbounds.. =( )
Fire element

Your element is Fire. Like fire, you have a hot
temper and you can be warm and loving as well
and angry and wild. It all really comes down to
what you are feeling. You have a lot of close
friends who you are very protective over, and
with your temper probably some enemies too. You
are not Miss/Mr Popular in school since you are
your own person and don't want to be forced
into behaving this or that way. You are the
untamed wild horse, the kind that everyone
wants to catch. But you don't want to be tied
down for the moment and just keep going with
your little crushes. Your will is strong and if
you set your mind to do something, you will
most likely succeed. But beware, your friends
may not always accept your mood-swinging
behaviour. Even if you don't mean to be mean,
they can still feel hurt. You just need to
start thinking some things through before you
do them, and not always jump in with so much
courage. One day you may be hurt because of
that, but then again, your element isn't fire
if you start to analyse situations before you
act. After all, your nature is to shoot first
and ask the questions later. Rate and message!

What is your element? [with pics + detailed answeres]
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interesting. i just did another element quiz.. and i got totally different results.. i mean it's not that either is wrong, it just proves different character traits of mine i guess..
sheesh. i feel like i'm doing ss - proving questions. check t.c.p. to see if one the source is wrong/ unreliable cos they differ on opinions and outlooks etc..
interesting.
i actually remember how to answet reliability questions..
too bad it didn't come out for the Os!! stupid.
Lightning
What is your Element? Compatibility, Outlook, plus more!
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right. see. told you i keep changing elements.. hah.
why doesn't it stay the same?
hmmmmm...
okayy.. i'm off soon...
last quizz.. yeah i know i'm addicted.. always am and always will be..
heh..
don't you think it's fun to just complete surveys and quizzes and see how true they are? haha.. most of the time it may be true.. to a certain extent.. but sometimes they are just so far fetched! haha..
that shows that everyone can be classified.. into general categories..
hmmm.. now.. is that good or bad?
*raise eyebrows*
fire
Fire - Dominant

You're a very
confident and passionate person... You are a
warrior and will fight for those you
love...

Animagi form:
Phoenix

Most compatible with:
Air

Least compatible with:
Water

Song: Angel -
Aerosmith

Ruling God: Ares

Are you an Obscure or Dominant Element?? {Great pics}
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okay. i finally finished.. off to sleep soon! heh..
eh. just saw mich online.. (btw it's already one plus..) *raise eyebrows*
think pigs are flying.. hee.. =P


'please don't stop the music 2:39 pm



now playing :
song of my life.
Past the point of no return -
no backward glances:
the games we've played
till now are at an end.
Past all thought of "if"
or "when" -
no use resisting:
abandon thought,
and let the dream descend . . .


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