| Wednesday, April 05, 2006 |
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sighs. some idiot woke me up at 11.4oam this morning. and guess who it was? of all people.. eric. at first i was really surprised. then i got really pissed. cos by now, i'm smart enough to know exactly what's gona happen. yeah well. it's only the third time it's happened, but twice before is enough. as if once wasn't. maybe twice served to wake me up even more.. i wanted to just tell him to fuck off. that i know what he's playing at.. so just.. PLEASE.. stop it. stop playing around with my feelings. stop taking me as some sorta sub when there's no one else left. stop pretending to be so nice to me just so i'd agree to be ya gf. stop thinking that i'm so damn freaking ignorant that i don't even know what you're up to! gosh! credit me with brains, please! i'm not some dumb, stupid girl who's just gona fall over you now that you've started sweettalking me again just cos i used to like you years ago. i am not THAT stupid. didcha actually think i'd forget ya? that i'd delete your no, when you've proven to me that you'd actually contact me a year or so later? telling me you've realized that you don't give a shit what YOUR parents might say and just want us to be together? then a month or so later, when you've finally realized i meant it when i said no, just leave me alone. and then when i actually see ya a couple of days later, i find that you've had a gf since a few weeks ago. twice, you've put me through it. this time 'round, i'm not gona put up wth it. ya wana chat with me, fine. that's ALL. i've only two words to say. GROW UP!! isn't it irritating how the people you don't like from your past always pop up and complicate things now when they're so peaceful etc? but then again, i hate living a normal, peaceful life. it's so freaking boring. so i guess i'm just asking for it. =X kaes. now that i've gotten that outta the way, i'm feeling much better. heh. danny was on msn today! lol. first time i've chatted to him on msn since he left for iran.. gosh i miss him so! no more free makan til he gets back.... =( too bad our convo got cut off halfway cos of his emergency recall.. else we were having a great time on video convo.. yeah. it was fun to see his cap, his forehead and his eyes. -.-" *rolls eyes* ha.ha.ha. i liked his cap though.. maybe can go kope from him.. heh.. hmmm.. oh yarh. speaking of which, alicia!! our xmas prezzies! hmpf. watching 51st dates now.. haha.. gona go bathe then crash soon.. slept for only 6 hours yesterday.. =X tired. tomorrow gona go biking again, then maybe pool.. and going watch ice age 2! with my mum n bro.. heh. ciao~ |
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Past the point of no return - no backward glances: the games we've played till now are at an end. Past all thought of "if" or "when" - no use resisting: abandon thought, and let the dream descend . . . |
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| I am an eighteen-year-old student currently attending Republic Polytechnic. I enjoy reading, writing, chilling, intelligence, and sarcasm. My goals in life include being a professional slacker, wasting as much of my time, life and intelligence away, sleeping a minimum of 12 hours everyday, being a successful bum, and maybe, possibly, someone you could bring home to meet mom with. |
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