| Thursday, June 08, 2006 |
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yesterday went to watch the omen with the db people. those in the competitive team.. mainly, zul, jacksons 1 and 2, ming yun, jean, van, nich, joel, travis and me. yesterday was the o6.o6.2oo6 mahh.. nice date.. so went to watch.. at the cathay.. 9.45pm show.. cos before that everywhere ticx sold out already.. -pengz- then had to rush for the last train.. still missed the one to marina bay tho.. sighs.. took 518 back.. was so scared that i'd missed the last bus.. it took like 1/2 hour to come lah.. then everyone was sleeping.. haha.. funny sia.. the show was nice.. lousy ending though. totally ruined the whole show.. all in all, it was quite predictable. to me at least. was predicting what will happen etc etc.. haha.. turns out that my predictions were right after all.. *bleahs* fun, right? the only REALLY scary parts were the dreams. freak man. the first time it happened, i screamed. second time, i was prepared... just shut my eyes tight.. refused to see.. hey! i was going home ALONE around 1am anyway... =X 1o of us went.. then they purposely paired us up.. so-called couple sitting.. since only 4 girls, joel and travis (being best friends) stuck together.. then jackson 2 and jean (interesting pair).. jackson 1 and ming yun (hmmmm...).. zul and van (o.O he complain so much van so irritating he dont like her etc n yet he voluntarily paired himself with her. riiiiight.).. me and nich (that's a no-brainer.).. sighs. i'm confused. i duno what's happening between us.. if it's real or if it's just what jaz loves to call a rebound.. and it's not helping that the whole db seems to know about it. especially the competitive team.. wtf sia.. everyone keeps asking me 2 questions.. it's always either one or the other.. or both.. 1) who is nicholas? 2) if he asks you will you stead with him? o.O *pengz* do i look as if i think that far? i don't wana bring all my hopes up then have it crashing down.. anyway i'm not really sure if i like him that much.. or if HE likes me. told u he hasn't said anything.. but his FRIENDS seem to know a great deal. sometimes i feel as though i'm from another planet. my db seniors (the year 2s) seem to know much more about me and him than even I do. *raise eyebrows* sighs.. i miss talking to him sia.. i haven't messaged him the whole day.. it's the first day since i started talking to him online that i haven't smsed or called or talked to him online at least once. but i'm not going to.. hope i can resist the temptation.. it's not fair that everytime i have to be the one to initiate stuff.. guys just seem to expect it.. wake up.. you people ain't the only ones to have egos and pride too... just cos girls don't show it as much doesn't mean we don't have it too.. but at least i'd get to see him tomorrow.. training again.. =X competitive team trains together.. since we have 2 boats of our own, it's okay. one big one small. big boat for the guys. small one for us girls.. shit man.. steve (our coach) says that when he comes, he's gona make each of us row 5o strokes with the tyre in d water. one wrong stroke and we'd have to do 5o push ups. wtf. the boat is freaking light. plus tyre is freaking heavy. heavier even then the sdba boat that we used before we just got our boats. so heavy we can't feel the boat moving. or the glide. die liao lahh. ohh and it seems that charis and i are in the same boat.. me and nich, she and sian rui.. ahahah. damn funny.. it's like exactly the same things are happening.. although they happened to her first lahh.. whyyyyyy sia.. some things are different, though.. nich really really treats me like a baby! i feel so babyish whenever i'm with him. =X and sian rui doesn't baby her so much.. or maybe she's just not saying.. wahahahahas.. oh wells.. ehh. just realized this whole post's more or less about him.. hmmmm.. we're not together but he's still my baby.. this definitely feels seriously weird. =X |
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Past the point of no return - no backward glances: the games we've played till now are at an end. Past all thought of "if" or "when" - no use resisting: abandon thought, and let the dream descend . . . |
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