| Saturday, August 12, 2006 |
|
i don't know what to say. i'm just feeling all messed up again. guilt consumes me, yet some small, tiny, hidden part of me feels happy - or should i say relieved? if crying could unburden me from all i feel, then i'd gladly do it right now and miss out on my sleep. yeah. that's right. i hate the roller coaster feelings you make me feel. but i wonder if you understand why i'm doing this.. not that i'm actually doing it on purpose, i just can't seem to make up my mind. would you understand if i say i want you but i just don't want anyone right now? not say you understand, but really really understand where i'm coming from... i want my innocence back. wonder if you guys know what i mean.... |
| 'please don't stop the music 3:03 pm |
now playing :
| song of my life. |
|
Past the point of no return - no backward glances: the games we've played till now are at an end. Past all thought of "if" or "when" - no use resisting: abandon thought, and let the dream descend . . . |
 |
| Writer |
| I am an eighteen-year-old student currently attending Republic Polytechnic. I enjoy reading, writing, chilling, intelligence, and sarcasm. My goals in life include being a professional slacker, wasting as much of my time, life and intelligence away, sleeping a minimum of 12 hours everyday, being a successful bum, and maybe, possibly, someone you could bring home to meet mom with. |
|
| Tag |
|
Free shoutbox @ ShoutMix |
|
| Credits |
| This layout was created by Coram Deo. Other credits go to X X and X |
|