Tuesday, October 17, 2006
hahah. why is me choosing this new blogskin totally random?

ii lubb it.

hahaha. at least for now.. it just sorta reflects how i'm feeling... right now i have a whole LONG list of blogskins i like.. but the really nice ones either don't suit me, or are too tiny.

it's just so hard to find that "perfect" one. nothing's perfect.... cos if it is, we wouldn't hunger for change. we would be content with what we have, wouldn't we? but maybe, we wouldn't... cos we survive on change.

oh wells. i think the late hour's getting to me.. i'm feeling so damn philosophical. =X

anyway, this is just a temporary skin until i stop feeling so emo. cos that's just what i'm feeling right now. emo. strange and beautiful. you turn every head but you don't see me. how true...

if you manage to hear the song, it's called maybe, by secondhand serenade.
here's the lyrics :

Didn't you want to hear
the sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear
the expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold hard road when you wake up
and I don't think that I
Have the strength to let you go

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered
and I'm here to sing
about the things that mattered
about the things that made us feel alive for oh so long
about the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

And someday, I promise I'll be gone
And someday, I might even sing this song
To you, I might even sing this song, to you
and I was crying alone tonight
and I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better
So Just come back I'll make it
better than it ever was x2

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
( I want it all, Don't leave right now)
(I'll give you everything)

yeah.. emo me. listening to techno and all the sad alternative rock songs.. =( hahaha. i think i'd outgrow it in a while.. just need time. =)

methinks me got diarrhoea. me butt very pain.. methinks it's cos me went simpang and ate cheese and mushroom and kosong prata, teh peng and teh tarik with nigey, poh, jo, si rong. =X
'please don't stop the music 4:11 pm



now playing :
song of my life.
Past the point of no return -
no backward glances:
the games we've played
till now are at an end.
Past all thought of "if"
or "when" -
no use resisting:
abandon thought,
and let the dream descend . . .


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I am an eighteen-year-old student currently attending Republic Polytechnic. I enjoy reading, writing, chilling, intelligence, and sarcasm. My goals in life include being a professional slacker, wasting as much of my time, life and intelligence away, sleeping a minimum of 12 hours everyday, being a successful bum, and maybe, possibly, someone you could bring home to meet mom with.


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