| Thursday, October 19, 2006 |
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rox's 9 steps to take when you're feeling emo. 1) blast techno 2) start singing along with it 3) stay out all night 4) scold fuck every sentence 5) (this is really important) GO FIND SOMEONE WHO'S FEELING EQUALLY EMO, then you guys can emo together 6) CRY and let it all out (best if you scream your sobs with the song) 7) feel the self pity and depression overwhelm you and slit your wrists to try to relieve the pain 8) let yourself bleed into oblivion 9) (the haze is so bad, we're all gona..) DIE. i'm currently at stage 5.. will proceed to stage 6 when i have the time to. yeah. =X ehh. i feel like eating marina square's billy bomber's chocolate milkshake.. but at the rate i'm shitting..... and the rate i wana go blading.. wonder if there's time later? hmmm.. it's been a really bad day... found out a lot of things i wish i didn't have to. but that's life, isn't it? shoving everything into your face. whether you want to, or not.. what an ass. and yeah. i'd love to thank ha CHOO! kuku kin teng teng (or hakin, in short) for being my emo buddy.. (life sucks, and love sucks too!! hahh.) i feel much better now.. still horrible, but much better. yeahs. thanks to ryan too, for being there for me to vent. and nad, for me to go kuku on. LOL. thanks guys.. and girl. =) all i want, actually, is just for you to hold me, and tell me it's all gona be all right. but that's not gona happen, i know that now. she was wrong to do what she did, and i agree. i know. i apologize. as much as i hope you'll change your mind, if it's instinct that made you decide that in the first place, it's probably the right thing for you to do. i believe in trusting your instincts, it's what made me come this far.. and if instinct's telling you to go with her, then i guess all i'm gona say is that i hope you guys will be happy. it surprises me the depth of my feelings for you.. i thought that if i didn't do anything about it, it would just go away. or least remain as it was.. but it didn't, and i should have known better.
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| 'please don't stop the music 7:08 am |
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| song of my life. |
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Past the point of no return - no backward glances: the games we've played till now are at an end. Past all thought of "if" or "when" - no use resisting: abandon thought, and let the dream descend . . . |
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| I am an eighteen-year-old student currently attending Republic Polytechnic. I enjoy reading, writing, chilling, intelligence, and sarcasm. My goals in life include being a professional slacker, wasting as much of my time, life and intelligence away, sleeping a minimum of 12 hours everyday, being a successful bum, and maybe, possibly, someone you could bring home to meet mom with. |
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