| Thursday, February 22, 2007 |
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okay.. i know it's been a long time since i've really blogged, and honestly? i will TRY my best to make time to blog. try.. arul used to say (okay. he still does) that there's no such thing as try. no such word. it's either you do it, or don't. right, dude? hehs. i'm sorry if i don't update.. i really don't have the energy.. what with training, and working 8 hours and hanging out for 3... basket. by the time i reach home everyday, it's at least 11pm. by the time i sleep, it's at least 12. or 1. can you fault me for wanting to spend every single moment awake with him? you won't understand how i feel, until you've experienced it for yourself. true, he might not be "the one". [[man. i don't wana think that far ahead.. i'm only 17+, for goodness sake. not even 17.5 years old. more like 17.3. hah.]] but still, it's all been rather new to me.. i've realized a lot of things about us, lately.. maybe it's cos i've never really bothered, or maybe it's cos i've never really opened up, but like i've said many many times before, this time's different... i don't know why. i've always scorned people who are so "clingy", who need to meet their b/gfs everyday, blah blah blah. how wrong i was... cos now, i'm exactly like that? do i scorn myself? maybe a little.... i duno. sighs. i don't even know why i'm writing all this!! man! *bangs head* okays. i guess i'll most prob be heading to town for a short while later after going to the docs to pick up my hamper, and pick up his "present".... or OUR present. hah. sighs. i'm having such a headache right now.. i don't know is it cos i've been emo-ing too much the past coupla days, or cos i'm sick, or cos the weather just plain sucks. it doesn't matter, i guess.. y'noe what? i've finally made my new year resolutions. =D 1) spend more time with fots. i owe you guys that much.. i feel very bad everytime we plan to meet and i either can't make it, or i bring him along. sighs. 2) spend more time with my family 3) clear up the misunderstanding(s) with my dad 4) don't let him buy me so many stuff!! 5) catch up with my friends.. it's only been a week and half since i've ended school, but i miss the guys!! miss suaning and being suaned by arul, jc, hwee kiat and dexx.. among the other classmates of mine, of course. -.-" OH, and email anns. bloody hell. i keep forgetting. *bleahs* sorry babe. hee.. |
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Past the point of no return - no backward glances: the games we've played till now are at an end. Past all thought of "if" or "when" - no use resisting: abandon thought, and let the dream descend . . . |
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| I am an eighteen-year-old student currently attending Republic Polytechnic. I enjoy reading, writing, chilling, intelligence, and sarcasm. My goals in life include being a professional slacker, wasting as much of my time, life and intelligence away, sleeping a minimum of 12 hours everyday, being a successful bum, and maybe, possibly, someone you could bring home to meet mom with. |
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