| Wednesday, May 30, 2007 |
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fumbo fumbos. the world's full of fumbos. god only knows how many there are everywhere i turn. gosh. i think i'm gonna be in close proximity to at least one, tomorrow. *hint : i'm working. someone please save me. i know, i'm talking nonsense. reminds me of faezah and her "alien-speak". at least that's what steve calls it. haha. sighs. why do people from one's past keep popping up unexpectedly? first eric, now you... i hate the way life makes you feel like you're living on the clouds, then it just turns right around and sucker punches you in the belly. not even face. but belly....... that's how much it hurts. that comment.... i never expected it; no, not from you. suddenly someone misses me. awww. yarh right. the day you miss me is the day...... i dunno lah. the day the sky turns green? hah. been emo-ing on and off these past few days... hooked on hinder... plain white tees.. some other non emo songs, which when i listen to, makes me emo. thanks to some idiot, i end up being influenced to think of the future too..... it's unfair, how parents like mine expect me to get a GOOD degree, while parents like his don't care as long as he's not failing any sub. like, what the hell... i'm blessed to have you. you're always there for me.... what have i ever done to deserve you? god knows i'm damn hard to live with; figuratively, not literally. mood swings, the way i treat you, picking fights for no reason at all..... man. i'm really lucky, i guess. i need you and you need me this is so plain to see and i will never let you go, and i will always love you so i will... you weren't the only one who cried yesterday. i did. long before you did, though.. you have no idea how much your words hurt. i just cried myself to sleep..... if i told you once, i told you twice you can see it in my eyes i'm all cried out with nothing to say you're everything i wanted to be if you could only see your heart belongs to me i love you so much, i'm yearning for your touch come and set me free forever yours i'll be baby won't you come and take this pain awayyy i've said it before and i'll say it again; the way you put things across is very hurtful. if only everyone could speak good english. the world would be such a better place.. i think. which reminds me. gerald's english in his blog is funnaye. seriously. sorry gerald. blame it on my dad. he was the one who scolded me for speaking singlish. like, what the hell. 85% of the people around me speak singlish or non-standard english too!! which made me so conscious of others' english, and reminded me of the fact that they probably wouldn't understand me if i spoke standard english. hey. i didn't get that a1 in english os for nothing. so why even bother? it's really funny how much the people you love most not only have the most power to hurt you, but often do so with their slightest action or words, without knowing it. it's so ironic i'm laughing. |
| 'please don't stop the music 12:29 am |
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Past the point of no return - no backward glances: the games we've played till now are at an end. Past all thought of "if" or "when" - no use resisting: abandon thought, and let the dream descend . . . |
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| I am an eighteen-year-old student currently attending Republic Polytechnic. I enjoy reading, writing, chilling, intelligence, and sarcasm. My goals in life include being a professional slacker, wasting as much of my time, life and intelligence away, sleeping a minimum of 12 hours everyday, being a successful bum, and maybe, possibly, someone you could bring home to meet mom with. |
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