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| Wednesday, June 13, 2007 |
hey girl.. i'm like super bored now larhs. in my workplace ''office'', or what passes for one, slacking.. waiting for my friend, and blasting plain white t's 'a lonely september'. i swear, that's like the nicest emo song i've heard since secondhand serenade's 'maybe'. i think i'm turning emo....... too much mixing around with the emo crowd already. pretty soon you'll see me everywhere in highcuts, skinny jeans or skinny BLACK jeans, white, black or band tees, and with half my face swallowed by my fringe, black eyeliner. and maybe, just maybe, i'd dye my hair black too. oh gross! can you imagine me with black hair? eeeeeww yucks!!! oh and the other thing? i feel like i'm turning bimbotic. it's like so... uh? i needa stop hanging around this friend of mine. she's not exactly bimbotic.. but well. she sure does act like it! i guess you can thank her for me turning into (more of) a girl. HAHA. make up, dress up, bitching, gossiping..... man! someone please save me.... now, in comparison, the ol' tomboy me is like sooo boring. ahaha. actually to tell you the truth, i think i was all along like that, just that i managed to hide it real well... oh, it occasionally escaped in the form of barbed sarcasm, however subtle, and the guy-watching and gossiping we used to do..... especially over the phone at like 2, 3am in the morning. hehs. i guess it's like only when i'm in poly that the more.... 'feminine' side of me got out and took over. HAHA. so fun ayes! shit. now i sound like my airhead cuz. oops! i didn't just say that. ssshhh.... oh and i have a wedding to attend on sat.. one of my long-lost cousin's. haha. just kidding. he ain't exactly long-lost.... he's just too old, and his mum's not that close to mine, so i haven't seen him since..... since..... since..... since my grandma passed away in p2. that's a reaaaaaally long time ago. hahaha. oh well. a chance to wear my green roxy dress that i bought with you that time at scotts, and an excuse to buy new heels!! what more could i ask for....? haha. you know i've been dying to wear that dress.... it's just so damn nice! really.. just thinking of it plasters a huge, stupid grin on my face. oh man! y'noe, i remember mel always complaining i love food, ice cream and chocolate more than him.. he always said that i don't get that kinda look on my face when i see him as compared to when i see food (namely chocs and ice cream). well, you know how i feel about food...... and the what i feel for that dress could rival all those feelings..... HAHA. i can't help it if i LOVE good food can i? we're funny people.. we can spend loads, and go all the way just for GOOD food. and i mean really GOOD food! reminds me of how me and xi wen used to go all the way to suntec from anglican just to eat PRATA. -.-'' prata! when there's simpang just 15 minutes away from us.... well, the deciding factor was the presence of air con, what.. HAHA. oh oh oh! i actually bitched with my duty supervisor!! o.O that's so.... weird. it's like no one really likes her, and she used to have this thing against me, and now it's like the other way round! uhhh.. funny funny. and we bitched about nobody in particular, but with somebody in mind. contradictory, but it isn't if you know what i'm trying to say. HAHA. oooh, and i love being sarcastic, especially with you!! i realized a lot of people are too slow to realize when i'm being sarcastic. or maybe they just don't know me like you do. hmmmm. or maybe, maybe they're just too plain stupid. hehs. bleahh. gotta go.. loves, roxanne. xP
sometimes, when all you need is a hug, reassurance that someone's here, just turn around, and i'll be there. =)
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| song of my life. |
Past the point of no return -
no backward glances:
the games we've played
till now are at an end.
Past all thought of "if"
or "when" -
no use resisting:
abandon thought,
and let the dream descend . . .
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I am an eighteen-year-old student currently attending Republic Polytechnic. I enjoy reading, writing, chilling, intelligence, and sarcasm.
My goals in life include being a professional slacker, wasting as much of my time, life and intelligence away, sleeping a minimum of 12 hours everyday, being a successful bum, and maybe, possibly,
someone you could bring home to meet mom with.
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