| Thursday, June 28, 2007 |
We made plans to grow old attitude. what's wrong with me now? i don't know i don't know. i wanna be who i was months ago, not who i am NOW. i wanna, i needa, stop doing this.. this.. this... s h i t, n o w . mich, remember? remember how we were in 2j? that stupid stuupid attitude? xi wen was still so guai.. despite our bad influences.... 2j. how i miss that class.. the most "notorious" class in sec 2. hah. we had lots of fun though... the biggest clique in class...... making that elf teacher cry, harassing chen lao shi, watching cartoons during math cos the math/cme teacher always m.i.a., attitude-ing that female science teacher.. and i forgot what else.. come to think of it, who were the most a.p? ze, fred, jus, sheryl, kiat, you, and me. and..? i forgot. i remember sheryl telling me she don't like me cos i so attitude. or something along those lines. hah. i feel like that now.. maybe not fully like that, but on the way.. i don't want, i don't want.. leave the past in the past.. i just wana be me.... but w h o am i ? i'm becoming someone i don't know. i'm becoming someone i forgot. i'm becoming someone i don't like. i'm becoming someone who doesn't care. i'm becoming someone who is sarcastic. too sarcastic. the old sarcasm, cynicism, about every single damn thing. about anything, everything... yet nothing in particular. i'm becoming the old me. save me. i'm falling. i'm falling. say it for me, say it to me and i'll leave this life behind me say it if it's worth saving me. |
| 'please don't stop the music 12:06 pm |
now playing :
| song of my life. |
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Past the point of no return - no backward glances: the games we've played till now are at an end. Past all thought of "if" or "when" - no use resisting: abandon thought, and let the dream descend . . . |
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| I am an eighteen-year-old student currently attending Republic Polytechnic. I enjoy reading, writing, chilling, intelligence, and sarcasm. My goals in life include being a professional slacker, wasting as much of my time, life and intelligence away, sleeping a minimum of 12 hours everyday, being a successful bum, and maybe, possibly, someone you could bring home to meet mom with. |
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