| Monday, August 13, 2007 |
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do i feel bad, or do i feel bad? it's like HUH?!! you got a2? WOW... not bad ehh... quite good leh.. better than me.. so smart.... *rolls eyes* okokayyyyyyyy... so you got a2 for chinese, b3 for eng, d7 for combined humans, blah blah blah. big deal. big. f.ing. deal. and anyway, if you're so shy, and you don't want the whole world to know your grades, to pass your cert around, then WHY bring it to school and show it to one, or two friends, whom you know WILL pass it around? uh huh. you claim innocence, that you didn't know better. yeah right. as if. 18 years old, and this kinda cheap trick you also don't know? alrights. go on pretending to be so fake. it's not my life. not my problem. =) sighs. it might sound conceited or something, but it's not that. it's just that i can't believe people actually think that grades like that are soooo GOOD. that they are something to "wahh", to "woww", to "wooo", over.. sure, if you're that dumb, then go right ahead. you deserved it.. but it's like, what of xi wen who cried with the 14 points for l1r5? what of mich, who felt so disappointed with not scoring good enough to get into ajc? what of cin, who cried on the phone with me cos she got 7 points for l1r5? SEVEN. (cos her english got a2 instead of the expected 1 like the other subjs, which i was secretly happy for, cos it meant that i beat her in ONE subj. hehs.) what of me, whose form teacher actually said "roxanne..... could have done better.."? (i seriously wanted to cry on the spot.but as usual, i didn't... hah. i hate it when people point out sth about me that i already know. ahh. like how ban ban said that i was an a student, but i'm not putting enough effort and blah. i know i know. reverse psychology and all that bullshit, right? NAHH. nearly 18 years of it from my dear mummy is enough to have no effect on me. at least, it makes me sad, but not sad enough, not determined enough, that i wana do SOMETHING about it. kinda sad when you reach that stage, cos it means it takes a LOT to motivate you to do something.) okokay. so i guess i just realized that rp is, after all, quite.... =X sighs. i should have stayed in sajc!! or np.. DAMN. |
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Past the point of no return - no backward glances: the games we've played till now are at an end. Past all thought of "if" or "when" - no use resisting: abandon thought, and let the dream descend . . . |
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| I am an eighteen-year-old student currently attending Republic Polytechnic. I enjoy reading, writing, chilling, intelligence, and sarcasm. My goals in life include being a professional slacker, wasting as much of my time, life and intelligence away, sleeping a minimum of 12 hours everyday, being a successful bum, and maybe, possibly, someone you could bring home to meet mom with. |
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