Monday, June 23, 2008
i'm such a kid............... and life is a nightmare.

strange how some people pop back into your lives all of a sudden, isn't it? like people who've disappeared or went under the radar ages ago, and suddenly *pooof* you bump into them somewhere, somehow, or they randomly say 'HI!!' to you and (depending on who it is, of course) you'll go hellooo~ or hey!! back. mmhmmm.

am so bloody damn tired and i've school tomorrow. only that it's lava's class and i sooo fell like skipping again. not because it's lava's class, but because there's sure to be tons of things to do and somehow i just don't quite feel up to it. plus there's supposed to be all the fyp stuffs to discuss and do - or rather, FINISH - asap. zzzzzzzzzz. life's a bore. and a chore. yea yea. tell me about it.

today was one of the worst moodswing-y pms-ing days i've ever had. seriously. went from being high one mo' to being crazy to being sad to being crazy to being high again. =X all in all, well. found out some stuffs about some people that broke my heart (oh did i mention being drama as well?) *sniffs* but i got over it like the next min. whatever. it was kinda expected and the whole time after my brain and heart was waging a war. an "i-told-you-so" war. am not making much sense, am i? hahahaha.

anyway, I LOVE SHOPPING!!! oh. my. gawd. when was the LAST time i've actually SHOPPED?!!?!?!?! too long, i think. buying clothes online just doesn't quite give you the same high, sadly. and i mean shopped. really hopped from shop to shop and browsed and tried and browsed and tried somemore. grins. it was FUN. exhilarating. tiring. hilarious. and i'm sad!! the ones i wanted didn't really have my size. pouts. saw so many lovely lovely LOVELY leather bags (I HEART LEATHER!) but they were either too ex or not to my taste. sighs. oh well. and kris, babe, i think i'm gonna get the rip curl shorts after all. i've been regretting not getting them the whole entire journey back. :(:(:( fcuk the price.

OH. i know what i want for my birthday!! anything that's pure, genuine, REAL leather. the soft buttery one. mary, remember the sff guy's leather coat/jacket? tan yoong's assistant. droooools. the $7oo giordano genuine soft buttery leather jacket that smeells like heaaaaavveenn. xD

why does a 'lil' while always become a 'long' while? ahahahaha. it's always "eh let's go slack/chill for a lil' while...." which inevitably ends up becoming a one and a half hour to three or four hour affair. or is it considered rendezvous? clandestine affair? okay i'm starting to babble nonsensical crappy pooey bullshit. damn.

okays. i gotta go wash the dishes and grab a quick bath and go crash. siiiighs. i just wana sleep and sleeep and sleeeeep and perhaps never wake up. hmmmmm......

and fi, no i'm not a shithead. shitheads ain't intelligent. they're stupid. i can't be an intelligent shithead. it defies the meaning of shithead. ahahahaha. soooo..... you're the shithead!! xD hehs.

btw, i love balloons (helium and long long ones for balloon sculpting. hehs.), flowers, and tatts. and ice cream. and candy. and food. and shopping. and trying on clothes. and chilling. and piercings! (i want one at the top of my ear, one at the middle, and one on my tongue.) GRINS. oh oh. i've got an airbrush tattoo!! will upload it soooooon. it's a scorpion. ;) i feel like such a kid. or perhaps, the question is, aren't i? ahahaha. bleaaaah. damn. i didn't get my fix of ice cream today. :(:(


see. i told you i'm moodswing-y and pms-ing. believe me now? hah.
'please don't stop the music 2:51 pm



now playing :
song of my life.
Past the point of no return -
no backward glances:
the games we've played
till now are at an end.
Past all thought of "if"
or "when" -
no use resisting:
abandon thought,
and let the dream descend . . .


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I am an eighteen-year-old student currently attending Republic Polytechnic. I enjoy reading, writing, chilling, intelligence, and sarcasm. My goals in life include being a professional slacker, wasting as much of my time, life and intelligence away, sleeping a minimum of 12 hours everyday, being a successful bum, and maybe, possibly, someone you could bring home to meet mom with.


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