| Thursday, July 03, 2008 |
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it's weird how i felt absolutely lazy to do my work (i.e, fyp) the whole afternoon and lazed around the house reading nora roberts instead, and felt absolutely energetic and ready to work when i came back home around 113o. blinks. i'm either messed up or just plain weird. i think it's the former. come to think about it, isn't it cool how an afternoon of lazing around coupled with chilling and good food makes you feel more... energetic and work ready! see. i knew i love chilling for a reason! it's such a stress reliever. hehs. anyway, was browsing through my emails, and happened to come across some make up and beauty stuff. which made me think. sometimes, i feel like there are so many products i'd love to have. all the colours of the rainbow of eyeshadow (or maybe those colours which fascinate and attract me, and believe me when i say there's a LOT), lipsticks etc etc. then again, when it comes to actually buying them, i find that i'd much rather spend all the cash on...... something more worthwhile. which usually translates to food and clothes. yes, i'm a pig. i eat a lot. whatever. i live to eat, not eat to live. ahahahaha. xD and one can never have too many clothes, bags, shoes........ although currently clothes are at the priority - i think. or was it bags? hmmm. then again, it might be that eyeliner that i keep saying i need to get BUT i still haven't gotten. blaaaahh. and yes, i'd love to have a job that pays me infinitely more than wild wild wet does. then at least i can start saving and buying more stuff than i currently am. hehs. no clue where all my money goes, man. it's like i get my pay, and the next thing i know, my pay's.... gone. and i'm puzzled as to where all the cash has disappeared to. then again, i think that i actually know, it's just that i don't want to know, so i don't think about it and i forget about it so it gets pushed to the recesses of my brain where it's just waiting for me to dig through the cobwebs to find it once in a long long while when i happen to wonder where the hell was that last 5o bucks i thought i saw in my account. grins. still, the thought of leaving wild wild wet leaves me with mixed feelings. over the course of however long i've been there - it's close to two years already - i've accumulated so many memories; bittersweet, fond memories. i don't know why but www has always had such a hold on me. i've known so many people there........ people i liked, loved, hated, detested. hah. in fact, i'm STILL knowing people there. i swear, there's like newbies every time i work! and yes, people come, people go. me, i'm still there. oh well. maybe i'll stay for a lil' while more..... sighs. i don't even know what the hell i'm writing. =.= |
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Past the point of no return - no backward glances: the games we've played till now are at an end. Past all thought of "if" or "when" - no use resisting: abandon thought, and let the dream descend . . . |
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| I am an eighteen-year-old student currently attending Republic Polytechnic. I enjoy reading, writing, chilling, intelligence, and sarcasm. My goals in life include being a professional slacker, wasting as much of my time, life and intelligence away, sleeping a minimum of 12 hours everyday, being a successful bum, and maybe, possibly, someone you could bring home to meet mom with. |
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