Thursday, July 10, 2008
sometimes, i get really pissed off by immature people who just can't seem to let things go. i'm like, what the ffffffffff is WRONG with you for goodness sake! if you wana get out, then go. don't come back, disturb us and try to make our lives miserable. i swear if i find out it REALLY is who i suspect it is, i'm sooo gonna go over and roast your ass for breakfast. blaah! GOSH.

and i... i couldn't sleep again. managed to finally doze off close to o43oam, only to wake up every five to ten minutes. dammit. too many thoughts, too many memories. someone please slap me wake up cos i.... sighs. i want him, okay. raaaarrhhhh!! this is bad. bad. BAD!!! :(:(:(


Now that it's all said and done
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I fell too far, was in way too deep
Guess I let you get the best of me

(chorus)
Well, I never saw it coming

I should've started running
A long, long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
And now I'm picking up the pieces
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you

You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say
And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of others opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me

(chorus)

Well, I never saw it coming
I should've started running
A long, long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know

(chorus)

Well I'm putting my heart back together
'Cause I got over you
Well I got over you
I got over you
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you

chris daughtry - over you



y'noe how certain songs trigger different memories? like incubus's drive reminds me of my sound design and effects elective at e3 3a (exhibition hall space), the mixer consoles etc, the sharp sounds of the acoustic guitar. and khai singing the song over and over and over and over till the song stuck itself in my head. blaaahh. like how maroon 5's better that we break just breaks my heart and makes me wana cry. like how the all american reject's it ends tonight makes me feel all emo and relate-y to the lyrics. like how... how daughtry's over you can still make me feel like i can't breathe, and remind me of the nights when i couldn't sleep, only to wake heart-thumping, with a huge jolt to my heart, from nightmares and dreams about what was....... and speaking of daughtry, he's coming singapore!! i soo wana go!!! but i'm going for singfest.... and no, i don't have the mooolah to go for both. SAD. :'(


Tonight we drink to youth
And holding fast the truth
Don't want to lose what I had as a boy
My heart still has a beat
But love is now a feat
As common as a cold day in L.A.

Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder
Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing

(chorus)
Love hurts
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive
Love sings
When it transcends the bad things
Have a heart and try me
'cause without love I won't survive

I'm fettered and abused
Stand naked and accused
Should I surface, this one-man submarine?
I only want the truth!
So tonight we drink to youth!
I'll never lose what I had as a boy

Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder
Is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing?

chorus

Without love I won't survive

chorus

Love hurts, ohhh-oh ohh
Love hurts
Without love I won't survive
Love hurts la-la-la-la-la-la oh
Love hurts
Without love I won't survive

incubus - love hurts
'please don't stop the music 11:23 am



now playing :
song of my life.
Past the point of no return -
no backward glances:
the games we've played
till now are at an end.
Past all thought of "if"
or "when" -
no use resisting:
abandon thought,
and let the dream descend . . .


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