| Friday, January 09, 2009 |
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lately it seems as though i've been avoiding the world and just hanging out close to home. the only people i hang out with are krissy and fii (and yes, sof) AND it's always around pr. i refuse to go anywhere further than that. i mean, it's not like i don't have other friends... i do. it's not like no one else calls me out either.... they do. so why am i suddenly becoming so... homely? so many places i need to go, so many things i need to do, so much stuff that's on my mind......... and yes, so many people i've avoided. i know i'm running away again, but i'm just not ready. deep inside i guess i hope that if i run fast enough, run far enough, i'd be able to outrun it - seriously, how stupid can i be? there are times that i curse the fact that everyone's always too busy - too busy to hang out, too busy to have a chat, too busy to meet up - cos i miss all the people that i could have a no holds barred conversation with. it just plain sucks. honestly. sighs. on a totally different note, what's with random people suddenly all coming on to me? no, i didn't mean for it to sound the way it does. i just... don't know how to explain it luhh. arghh. . .. ... sometimes, it really sucks leading my life. where's daddy when i need him? :(:( |
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Past the point of no return - no backward glances: the games we've played till now are at an end. Past all thought of "if" or "when" - no use resisting: abandon thought, and let the dream descend . . . |
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| I am an eighteen-year-old student currently attending Republic Polytechnic. I enjoy reading, writing, chilling, intelligence, and sarcasm. My goals in life include being a professional slacker, wasting as much of my time, life and intelligence away, sleeping a minimum of 12 hours everyday, being a successful bum, and maybe, possibly, someone you could bring home to meet mom with. |
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