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| Saturday, January 24, 2009 |
krissy and navy danny (or was it fi?) said that my blog was emo. depressing. oh. yeah. navy danny. sorry man. i need a distinction. too many dan(s) and danny(s) out there. hahahaha. like i said, it's only emo cos i'm too lazy to maintain or update it - why bother when there's facebook? plus uploading photos on blogger's a chore! :(( so anyway, writing is therapy to me. hahahaha. it has never been and will never be a chore. not when i'm allowed to randomly write what i want to and not be graded for it, that is. and i can write so much better than i can vocalize whatever it may be.... plus having a blog ensures that it's all stored somewhere. call me sentimental, call me the karang guni (that's what my mum called me the last time i cleared my room.... which was OH. last last week. wow. it's been that recent. haahahahaha), but whatever it is, i like having tangible keepsakes that brings me back memories of forgotten times. sometimes i'd re-read my posts of long ago, randomly picking a certain entry back in time, and going on from there. hah.
y'noe, my main reason for coming online just now (even though i was feeling uber sleepyish), was that i wanted to blog. i had tons of things to say, clear off my chest and bitch about, yet somehow i can't really remember them all. was too distracted. try talking to three guys who affect me in totally different ways at the same time, almost immediately after coming online. like i told krissy, TGYAO; thank god you are online. if not, i'd probably be more... cranky than i am now. infinitely more cranky, to be certain. as it is.... i guess i oughta give credit where credit is due, huh. thanks babe, for being there, wanting to hit a certain asss too (i get first dibs! will promise to revive him if i knock him unconscious so you can whack him unconscious again. lalala~) and for being my sounding board.... letting me bitch and agreeing with me when i do - because, after all... we do (more or less) have the same taste. ha ha. no, i mean, seriously. we do. hehs. :DD and well... thanks to danny/mr wiggle (or was it wriggle? honestly i don't quite remember. mental note to self: thou shalt go ask krissy later), cos if it ain't for you, i'd probably spend another sleepless night thinking about stuff i shouldn't be thinking about. and i'd probably be miserable, while i'm at it. instead, i'm not. i can't even blog an emo post cos the (partly) nonsensical, (mostly) light hearted and (highly) amusing conversation cheered me up. infinitely. ahh damn, i just realized i forgot to tell you something. oh well. another time. wigglypuff. hahahaha. what a joke. :DD
speaking of partly nonsensical, mostly light hearted and highly amusing conversations, ash! gee.. wonder where he is now.. probably somewhere out clubbing. ho ho. i feel a lil sad cos due to my late reply last night, i didn't get my fix! hey i love the totally random, nonsensical, light hearted and amusing smses. stress reliever. not that i'm actually ever stressed, but yeah. you get the picture. hehes. and i miss daddy. urgghh. how many times do i have to repeat that! it's almost chinese new year and still, no daddy. not since zoukout. boo~ i miss pointing out how old he is, and is getting... and just chilling at the carpark with bundaberg, ourselves, maybe the radio for company, the bright lights of the multi-storey carpark, and.... y'noe.... and we'd be the modern hippies again! haha.
so many things happened today. class was a bore, as usual, but it was the last day! finally. at least i hope i grad. :X bus-ed and da pao-ed to krissy's place, chilled/slacked/talked/tv-ed..... OMG her dad bought midnight club l.a.! i am soooooo gonna try it. hehes. love racing car games. especially ones where you get to trick out the car. EH. crap. just realized what with my phone being sent for repair...... MY NEED FOR SPEED UNDERGROUND HIGH SCORES, TRICKED OUT CAR AND RECORDS MIGHT ALL BE ERASED!! oh man. sad sad. not that it took me that long to set the high scores..... but.. my poor baby. :(( ohoh. finally really talked to krissy about that day. or at least i tried to... i think i missed out a couple of points - which i can't even remember if you ask me now, yet i was pretty sure, walking home with music and thoughts for company, that there WAS something i missed out.... other than the home-made tiramisu with kahlua and baileys that i was supposed to bring home but forgot. -.-" but but... yeah... re-enacting just cracked the both of us up.. not like it could be helped! knowing us, we had to milk the situation for what it was worth. and if that included purposely being stupid, then stupid it is! hahahaha. still, it was hilarious.
more mat mats coming in to work. for all i know they might be perfectly fine people. yeah whatever. just leave me alone, please. lately i seem to attract just about the weirdest people in the world. hahs. and that's excluding the ones from work. can i just label the ones from work as just www? they're in a class on their own luhh. no denying it. much simpler to just lump them together, cos they fit into the same category. almost everyone of them, butch or straight. roxy is sad cos she attracts the mats, the malays, the occasional chinese/indian, the www, and, as it now appears, even the butches/bunks too. oh gosh. bang wall. still. i disagree with don in that it's been quite a while since i was attached and that i should date around and/or get attached. or least date around. naaaaaahh. not happening.. unless it's...... oh, i can think of a couple of people to fill that spot, but none of which are likely to ever come true. haha.
well. i think i shall go sleep now. working in coupla hours. siiiiiigh. nightys people.
OHOH.
fi almighty says: HAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHA someone wants to get naughty with u huh hahahahahahhahahaha
roxanne. says: **?
fi almighty says: ahuh
roxanne. says: =.= that soo wasnt the right reaction, fi
fi almighty says: hahahahha awwww roxyyyy u poor thingy
roxanne. says: -.- whatever
fi almighty says: i wud love to solve ur probs and end ur misery by asking u to be my gf... but we both noe that it'll nver happend so all i can offer is my friendship and my shoulder or tummy if u want
roxanne. says: hahahahahahahaha why will it never happen
fi almighty says: hahaha coz im not 'mat' enuf for u? hahahahha plus i dun think im ur type rite? so yeah hahahahha so shoulder or tummy?
roxanne. says: hahahahahaha oie leave the mats alone tummy wait why do you even have to be my bf to solve the prob/ o.O and end my misery
fi almighty says: hahahaha ur rite im alredi treating u like a gf hahahahahha
roxanne. says: there's that too hahaha but that isnt the answer! -.-
fi almighty says: hahaha wad im trying to say is if u were to be my gf
roxanne. says: uh huh
fi almighty says: u wont haf to be bothered by all these despo guys geddit??? omg rox must i tell u the obvious?
roxanne. says: hahahahahahahaha im just wondering if it would make a difference nopes you dont have to
fi almighty says: yes it wud actuali make a diff trust me
roxanne. says: hhahaahahah you'd go find them and go OIE WHAT DA F*CK DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING?!!?!?!?!!!! and *BOIING* them! hahahahahahahahahahaha HAHA
fi almighty says: hahahahhahahahahahhaah that wud work too hahahahhah
roxanne. says: man funny shit. haha thank you hugs but this is soo cool got you then if say i got bf then got another one then you two can go boiing them together. hehes. :DD
hahahahahaha. sorry. random, but soo funny. hehes. nice to know i've friends who care... then again, if only they knew. hah. they still play in my mind... and yes, they still haunt me. oh well.
we've all been more than eager to sin and it feels alright, 'til we pay the price now you choose, either naughty or nice cos she's here for you, it's all yours tonight you won't believe the stories i've been told about the girl i know
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| song of my life. |
Past the point of no return -
no backward glances:
the games we've played
till now are at an end.
Past all thought of "if"
or "when" -
no use resisting:
abandon thought,
and let the dream descend . . .
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I am an eighteen-year-old student currently attending Republic Polytechnic. I enjoy reading, writing, chilling, intelligence, and sarcasm.
My goals in life include being a professional slacker, wasting as much of my time, life and intelligence away, sleeping a minimum of 12 hours everyday, being a successful bum, and maybe, possibly,
someone you could bring home to meet mom with.
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